Archive for Month: October, 2005
Not a Good Week
I request a do-over. I’m just really tired, cranky, painful and upset. I just really want to rewind or TiVo (I don’t even have this, though) past it.
However, the kids are my lifeline in this misery. They make me laugh, smile and help me forget the shit week I’ve been having. For instance, Olivia continually shows me that she is a giving, nurturing and bright spirit. The day before yesterday she spent a lot of her time making various drawings. She collected them all in a brown paper bag and vowed to give her artwork out to people she met in our everyday travels. I mustered through my pain, yesterday, and took Mikey to Karate and Olivia decided that since there were many parents at the dojo that she would hand out her art there. She was so intensely sweet doing it that it just made me realize what a blessing God gave us, in her.
So, yes, I’m not having a good week. But, at least I have three happy little pills running around the house to make me feel better.
Child Predators
They are SICK TWISTED FUCKERS. My God, this makes me so mad.
I’m watching Oprah about this and it’s very scary.
I Feel Shitty
I feel shitty,
Oh, so shitty,
I feel shitty and cruddy and not right!
And I pity
The girl who is me tonight.
I feel disgusting,
Oh, so disgusting
It’s alarming how disgusting I feel!
And so icky
That I hardly can believe I’m real.
See the gloomy girl in that mirror there:
Who can that cheerless girl be?
Such a sad face,
Such a wrinkled dress,
Such a melancholy smile,
Such a shitty me!
I feel somber
And weepy,
Feel like running and dancing away….
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