Archive for Month: May, 2007
Lingering Sadness
Last night I just couldn’t shake the feeling of overwhelming sadness. I almost felt like I was caught in a trap and there wasn’t anything I could do to get out. Not even knawing off my foot would help. Then I finally realized that the sadness and trapped feelings came from the crazy twists and turns life has taken. All I can do is hold on to hope while knowing that things WILL change and these feelings will subside. There’s always a silver lining to that cloud blocking the sun. I’ve felt this way before, so I have sincere hopes. It’s just getting through the gloomy days that takes a toll. But, paying that toll also makes [you] stronger.
Poetry
Starting over with you
Refreshes my breath
I watch the clock tick
As the days fly by
Ending my laughter
Through tears of anger
Days pass slowly
While minutes crawl
Trusting there is control
Knowing I have none
Seconds are blurry
Something remains
My aching soul and
Disgusted heart
Holding hands
Starting now
Trying to let go
Clearning anamneses
So hard to do with a
Brittle spirit
-MOL
5/2007
Paying More Attention
Yesterday’s Horoscope:
Something is just not the same as it was, and your worry is gnawing away at you. Your tendency to avoid change can be detrimental now, for you will be better off if you are willing to try something new. Fortunately, once you let go of your fear, this transition won’t demand a lot of effort on your part. Continue to look forward to the future, but don’t get caught up in the drama of the present moment.
Yes, things are not the same and yes I am worried. I worry about the future and how hard it will be to get through the present. I know there are some things that will happen soon that will take effort but the worry comes more from the fear of it all.
Today’s Horoscope:
Your energy is withdrawing from the material world and it’s likely that your spiritual path could become more important to you now. This can also be quite a creative phase, yet you should be on the lookout for certain problems that can arise. Your beliefs can limit your success if you are holding on to unconscious patterns. Let go of any attachments that are preventing you from accomplishing the fantastic things you want to do.
True, true, true! I have let go of the attachment (negative as they were) and now I need to FULLY let go so that I can be totally done.
Tomorrow’s Horoscope:
Today’s New Moon in your sign can reflect a significant transition in your home. You have a chance to reevaluate how you work with your emotions, which can change your life for the better. Maintaining strong protective defenses may no longer be appropriate. Your life will become richer and more rewarding as you share your vulnerabilities with someone you can trust.
LOVE THIS ONE!!!
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